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[localfreak]

Yesterday The Muppet Christmas Carol was on Film Four. I watched it and finished off the last of the Christmas wrapping for the Children's Nativity Paegent and made a small start on the present wrapping for actual family and friends.

I also blubbed for most of the film. Don't get me wrong, it's always been a tearjerker with Scrooge's face when he realises that the unwanted creature in the game is him and of course Everything About Tiny Tim Particularly When Played By Robin. But this year is hard, doing a lot of the normal stuff is very hard indeed but at the same time, for an undefinable reason which I hope isn't simple obstinacy, I keep making myself do the things I enjoy, and have always enjoyed, even if now it's all mixed up and teary.

God bless us, every one.


Back to work tomorrow after having a day off to continue doing stuff for and on the house. Part of me hates going back in, there's so many other things I need to do, but the rest of me is grateful that I can point myself at a task or a worry and forcibly seek resolution. And if a certain consultant hasn't replied to my multiple messages WOE BETIDE HIM, is all I can say. I shall find my way down to his clinc if this carries on.

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[still_lycoris]

*hugs a lot* It's the right thing to do - carrying on determinedly, it's the only thing you can do. And it does get better - slowly but it does.

I know I probably can't but do let me know if there's anything I can do to help. Even if it's just helping putting up decorations or something, it can be nice to have someone around.

I hope your consultant has been a good person and got back to you. Or we will SET THE CATERPILLERS ON HIM!

[localfreak]

*snuggles* thank you. I keep trying anyway. There's not much else to do.

I set the consultant's secretary on him again. He has now given me an answer, an awkward answer, but at least I have one. I can live with this. Even if it means that all of December's Grand Rounds will now be 'Festive'. :/