Cause I'm At the Start of a Really Big Downer

In a deppressing mood of late. Part of it is stress. Deadlines upset and terrify me and then other stuff has gone wrong like something I sold on ebay the guy's paypal account was showing his old address so that's gone awry and (predictably) it was overseas so I've got to sort all of that shizzle out.

It's ridiculous, also, that I am currently too tired to be sociable, and yet at the same time kind of want to meet people and am all a bit lonely. I occasionally peer inquisitively at dating websites but even a website designed like a dating website but aimed at people who weren't after sex for various reasons began with 'Are you a male/female seeking a man/woman/both (select one) which was bollocksing shit because it just makes me run away screaming from the commitment to binary. It's not that I'm like some anrogynes who don't identify as either,but I'd just feel that any answer could be read as a lie and so I prefer not to answer at all.

Anyway I guess I'm sulking about that too. And just life. And the hovel. And the lack of new fic.

I think the best thing to do would be to go and nap, actually, and maybe if the sleep deprivation goes away everythign else will improve. It's worth a try, right?